I’m sitting outside on this beautiful Minnesota day (it’s 54 degrees on April 6th), catching up on my reading. Since this whole covid-19 thing started, we haven’t been able to do much of anything, so it’s a good time to catch up on things, slow the pace, so to speak, of our lives. It’s in those times I begin to reflect on things, the odd things, the “woo” things as some call it, that only I, not Jim, have experienced concerning Sasquatch. You know, I still don’t know how to refer to them…Bigfoot, Sasquatch, the Forest People….those names just don’t sit right with me. I don’t like using them. Why? I don’t know.
We belong to many groups where “Sasquatch” is the topic. We all try to learn from each other without coming down on anyone for their beliefs or experiences, but now, I feel like I don’t belong. Why? I don’t know.
You know, when you experience things that others haven’t, be it groups or even someone else like my husband, it kind of leaves you dangling out there, feeling alone in the world. Even if you find someone or a group, that say they experience the same, in my mind I’m thinking.. are they legit, do they really understand? I guess I don’t trust them. Why? I don’t know.
I wonder, in those quiet times, why me? Why me? It scares me to death when I hear things or see things that others don’t. I seriously think at times that I’m going nuts. Thing is, I DO hear words, I DO see things. It’s not my imagination. It usually happens when I’m alone (Jim isn’t close by or he’s sleeping). My dog Bud has (by his reactions) heard things at the same time.
So what the hell?….usually happens when out camping and “Searching for Sasquatch” but it’s happened a few times at home too. What am I supposed to do? I don’t know what to do! Just relax and see what happens? I don’t know if I want it to happen or not! When you hear something talk in your ear like they are right behind you, and nothing is there, it scares the crap out of you! Sasquatch? Other? Why? I don’t know. All I do know is that they can either tell me already or leave me alone.
If you couldn’t tell already, I’m venting. Yes, I have told Jim all the things I’ve experienced. I think he believes me but…..
Hopefully, if all this Corona virus goes away, we are planning to attend Bigfoot outings this Spring through Fall and also doing our own thing this summer. I think this is the reason for this blog post. Maybe, hopefully, my question will be answered. If I’m ready for the answer is another thing. Until later, thanks for listening.
“Keep on Search’n!” 😊
Carol
Squatch Searchers 